MI5 Persecution: Grievous Bodily Harm 2/10/95 (1544)

From : Annonymous

Q: groups uk.miscsoc.culture.britishuk.mediauk.politics from jackson@soldev.tti.com dick jackson subject re what its like to be watched by the security services message-id 1995oct13.225312.6514@tti.tti.com sender usenet@tti.tti.com usenet admin nntp-posting-host soldev organization citicorp-tti at santa monica ca by the sea references dfy9tb.3jk.0.bloor@torfree.net 813188298snz129.os2.7@blackcat.demon.co.uk dge7uj.8tf.0.bloor@torfree.net date fri 13 oct 1995 225312 gmt lines 34 strangers in the street have recognized me on sight many times and shown awareness of the current thread of abuse. to give you one example in 1992 i was seriously ill and a manager at work somewhat humouroursly said that it wasnt fair that people were bullying me. a few days later i attended for the first time a clinic in london as an outpatient and on my way out was accosted by someone who asked if they had paid my fare with emphasis on the word fare. he repeated the word several times in this different context; that they should have paid my fare each time emphasising the word. for two and a half years from the time their harassment started until november 1992 i refused to see a psychiatrist because i reasoned that i was not ill of my own action or fault but through the stress caused by harassment and that a lessening of the illness would have to be consequent to a removal of its immediate cause in other words a cessation of harassment. i also reasoned that since they were taunting me with jokes about mental illness if i were to seek treatment then the abusers would think that they had won and been proved right. ive deleted a lot but i think this gives the idea i have so far not contributed to this tread it has been unpleasant in my opinion. however i was struck by the resemblance of the above passages to the writing of franz kafka. viz. while from an objective viewpoint it seems to refer to a abnormal world in a strange way it does resonate strongly at other levels. mr. corley have you tried to write for publication i honestly think it might lead somewhere positive. dick jackson serious for a change and expecting to get beaten up 4572 .